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Alligator Preserves Episode 11: Loneliness and Atrocity

Charles “Moe,” “Murray,” Bernier, well before he was my dad, before joining the Army at age 19.

“War . . . What is it good for?”

In this episode of Alligator Preserves, Laurel shares another letter from her father from WWII Army training and talks about her recent experience at the U.S. Holocaust Memorial Museum. She ponder the question of human evolution and asks the question, “How?”

NOTE: Serious subject matter in part II of this episode.

Show Notes:

  • Letters from WWII, from Laurel’s father at age 19
  • Military uniform changes, garrison caps
  • Army K.P. (kitchen patrol)
  • Army cooks
  • Peanut Butter fudge
  • Brainstorm on “War”
  • Old friends
  • Visit to the U.S. Holocaust Memorial Museum, description and blog post
  • Discussion on awareness of atrocities against humanity
  • Message to listeners
  • Encouragement to donate to the museum
  • Next episode: The Bataan Memorial Death March Marathon

Links:

Submit your books to the prestigious 2018 CIPA EVVY Awards. The website for more information is at cipabooks.com, and here’s a reminder to submit your books before March 16th for early bird savings!

If you felt today’s episode was valuable, please subscribe to Alligator Preserves on iTunes, Stitcher, or wherever you get your podcasts, and tell your friends about it! Please consider supporting Alligator Preserves on Patreon.  You will be rewarded!

 

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Holocaust

A child. Not an animal. A child.

Holocaust definition [https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/holocaust]:

1 : a sacrifice (see 1sacrifice 2) consumed by fire
2 : a thorough destruction involving extensive loss of life especially through fire . . .
3 a usually the Holocaust : the mass slaughter of European civilians and especially Jews by the Nazis during World War II . . .
b : a mass slaughter of people; especially: genocide . . .
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Three children. Not animals. Children.

I’d never been to the Holocaust Museum.  I’d learned a tiny bit about the Holocaust in history classes, I’d taught Anne Frank’s The Diary of a Young Girl to my 7th grade Language Arts class and Night by Elie Wiesel (Revised Edition) [Paperback(2006)] four years in a row while teaching 10th grade English, and I’d seen the movie DVD: Schindler’s List.

Friends. Not animals. Friends.

Every cursory experience I’ve ever had relating to the Nazi attempt to exterminate an entire population has left me in tears. I remember the first time I cried in front of my 10th graders, reading the part in Elie Wiesel’s Night where the prisoners are filed by and made to look at the latest hanging victims, one being an angelic-looking young boy flailing and gasping for breath as he dies excruciatingly slowly because his tiny body  . . .

 I cried every time I got to that passage, every year.
A family, or a class, perhaps. Not animals. People.

I just returned from the Holocaust Museum in Washington, D. C. and before I entered, I thought I’d be immune from the horror, immune from the outrage, immune from what I already knew to be the truth of that despicable series of events culminating in a country’s complicity in a madman’s scheme.

A beautiful woman. Not an animal. A beautiful woman.

But I was not immune, and because I am still able to cry at the brutal video footage of heaps of emaciated bodies dragged, tossed, bulldozed into pits, I am reassured. And I am reassured by the long line in front of the museum door and the crowds inside the museum on a Wednesday, and the awed hush of multi-colored humanity walking as if in a trance through three floors of displays, and the visceral reactions I saw on most faces through my tears.

Happy children. Not animals. Happy children.

But I cannot rest complacently in my reassurance, because this was not the only holocaust, and as I type this, racial slaughter continues. Hatred, fear, and insecurity continue across the globe. Megalomaniacs in positions of power continue to frighten me, because for every tear-filled eye in the museum today, there is a stone-faced denier who will believe a lie.

People. Not animals. Not criminals. People.

I left the museum today with the same questions that have plagued me for decades: Why have we not yet evolved as as species? And how is it that anyone can look at a child, a beautiful woman, a family, and decide those beings are anything less than human?

“Have you ever been punished for something you didn’t do?” asks a young boy in the “Daniel’s Story” exhibit of the museum. How could a child possibly understand the experience of a holocaust if I can’t even understand it?

Millions of people. Not animals. People.

I was struck by a fleeting moment of panic when I stepped into the large, overcrowded elevator in the museum after my friends and I made it through the security checkpoint at the entrance, which was much like a TSA checkpoint at the airport. Before the door closed, we were instructed by an official-sounding woman that we would be taken to the third floor of the museum, and then she stepped out and the doors closed.

Rail cars to extermination camps.

We believed her.

Millions boarded crammed rail cars with the understanding they’d be taken to work camps.

Didn’t they know?

Didn’t they know?

Dear God, didn’t they know?

The photos I took in the museum today were mostly of the people, and of inscriptions here and there like the one that read: “Where books are burned, in the end people will be burned.”

And I no longer feel reassured.

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Please consider a contribution to the United States Holocaust Memorial Museum HERE.

 

 

 

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Alligator Preserves Episode 10: “Need Food”

Barbara “Bobbi” Marzec, June 2015, Leadville, CO

What do you do when you see homeless people holding signs? I generally avoid eye contact and drive on by, convinced they’re mostly frauds.

Listen to this story about a time I was very wrong, and the gifts I received after overruling my better judgment one day.

 

Show Notes:

  • Laurel’s encounter with a homeless woman reconnects her with a friend.
  • The following morning, Laurel wakes to tragic news.
  • Listening to Bobbi’s crazy stories.
  • A surprising email 6 months after Laurel publishes her story in Colorado Central Magazine.
  • The woman’s resume and letter from Steve Miller.
  • Thoughts on how we deal with people and their stories.
  • Next  Episode: Another letter from a World War II teen.

Links:

Submit your books to the prestigious 2018 CIPA EVVY Awards. The website for more information is at cipabooks.com, and here’s a reminder to submit your books before March 16th for early bird savings!

If you enjoyed this and other episodes, please subscribe to Alligator Preserves on iTunes, Stitcher, or wherever you get your podcasts, and tell your friends about it! Perhaps you’ll even help support Alligator Preserves on Patreon.

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Alligator Preserves Episode 9: A Visit with Ken McLeod

Are you listening? Am I listening? Do we even know how to listen anymore?

Ken gave permission to use this portrait illustration by Ian McKown from a photograph by Ann Braun (on a page at http://unfetteredmind.org)

Laurel’s visit with Buddhist practice teacher Ken McLeod, a peaceable man in a turbulent world, will provide you with glimpses of different ways to live your lives.

Now retired, but still publishing books on Eastern philosophies for Western minds, Ken talks about his own journey and offers suggestions for listeners.

[and his voice alone will leave you feeling more peaceful!]

Show Notes:

  • Ken McLeod has taught and translated Buddhist practice in the Los Angeles area and has authored several books about his experiences with Buddhist practices.
  • He discusses the far-reaching impact of the California wildfires.
  • His principal teacher, Kalu Rinpoche, and acting as his interpreter.
  • His early family experiences with religion.
  • How he became a teacher, though he didn’t feel prepared.
  • Teaching in the ’80s in the challenging environment in L.A.
  • Ideas on success and being an “expert.”
  • The intention of Buddhist practice and the freedom that comes with it.
  • Wake Up To Your Life: Discovering the Buddhist Path of Attention is his first book, release in 2002. I quote from the book’s description, “The key to becoming fully alive and joyful is to develop our natural capacity for attention and to be fully present here and now.”
  • How Ken completed his first book and his next,
  • Reflections on Silver River in 2014.
  • Discussion on “freedom, peace and understanding” and a different way to live. Are we evolving?
  • The Thirty-Seven Practices of the Bodhisattvas
  • “The world is not designed to support the life worth living.”
  • Richard Dawkins’ The Selfish Gene
  • His thoughts about The Power of Now, 2004, by Eckhart Tolle.
  • Is ignorance bliss?
  • Suggestion for listeners: One practice you can do now.
  • What’s next? His new work with Vajrayana.
  • Next  Episode: A homeless woman who gave me an unforgettable gift.

Links:

Other works we discussed:

The Mission (movie)

The Tibetan Book of the Dead: First Complete Translation (Penguin Classics Deluxe Edition)

The Three Pillars of Zen, 25th Anniversary Updated and Revised Edition

The Thirty-Seven Practices of Bodhisattvas: An Oral Teaching

The Selfish Gene: 40th Anniversary Edition (Oxford Landmark Science)

The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment

I have a correction to make from my last episode in which I told you about the prestigious 2018 CIPA EVVY Awards. The website for more information is at cipabooks.com, not .org, and here’s a reminder to submit your books before March 16th for early bird savings!

If you enjoyed this and other episodes, please subscribe to Alligator Preserves on iTunes, Stitcher, or wherever you get your podcasts, and tell your friends about it! Perhaps you’ll even help support Alligator Preserves on Patreon.

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Alligator Preserves Episode 8: A Visit with Sherry Ficklin

 

Best-selling author Sherry Ficklin (second from right) attended my book launch party for Waterwight Flux! Other authors in attendance included (left to right) Lynn K Hall, Diane Smith, and Carol Bellhouse. That’s me on the right! Not in photo: Stephanie R. Sorensen. Photo credit: Marcia Martinek, Editor of the Leadville Herald Democrat newspaper

Sherry Ficklin, best-selling author of the Stolen Empire Series, visits with Laurel McHargue in this episode of Alligator Preserves! She explains how she has become “a toucher of things,” and shares amazing stories of her own life and how her experiences have influenced her writing.

Show Notes:

  • Sherry Ficklin tells a secret about a visit to the White House
  • Sherry is “a toucher of things”!
  • Earliest memories with books, telling stories, and winning her first monetary award
  • Her writing over ten years and feedback from Penguin Books
  • Writing challenges
  • Autobiographical elements of her work
  • “Vantablack” material (favorite color is black!)
  • Dark side characters, 1st person books, and choosing names
  • Contract negotiations with publishers
  • Research and Canary Club adventures
  • Marketing to YA and other audiences
  • Queen series books
  • Sherry’s “Dragon’s Eye” adventure, the fruit that “ruffied” her
  • Advice to new authors and what’s next for her
  • Her childrens’ response to her writing
  • Introduce next topic: Visit with Buddhist practice teacher Ken McLeod
  • CIPA EVVY Awards open for submissions @ cipabooks.com

Links:

Sherry Ficklin’s website

Losing Logan Paperback May 2, 2014

Playing with Fire: A Hacker Novel (The #Hackers Series)

SHIFT – Colour changing rainbow paint – Black 2.0 x Rainbow Liquid (VANTAblack items)

The Flowers in the Attic Saga: Flowers in the Attic/Petals on the Wind; If There Be Thorns/Seeds of Yesterday; Garden of Shadows (V.C. Andrews books)

The Great and Secret Show (Clive Barker)

A Canary Club Story (Canary Club Series books)

Inheritance Cycle 4-Book Trade Paperback Boxed Set (Eragon, Eldest, Brisingr, In (The Inheritance Cycle)

CIPA EVVY Awards info

Laurel’s Amazon Author page

https://leadvillelaurel.com/writing-tips/

https://www.facebook.com/LeadvilleLaurel/

https://twitter.com/LeadvilleLaurel

Intro/outro voice by Nick McHargue,
Podcast music from Jamendo Royalty Free Music

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Alligator Preserves Bonus Podcast! Valentine Forever

Me and my “mate”!

This one has no intro or outro or show notes. It’s just me talking about relationships, motivated by Mike’s suggestion this morning that I listen to a Hidden Brain podcast about the difficulty of a long marriage!

Happy Valentine’s Day!

HA!

Happy Valentine’s Day, and tell me what you think!

 

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Alligator Preserves Episode 7: Battle-Dressed Breasts

South Korean tailors could have learned a few things from the tailors at West Point!

In this episode, Laurel recounts a time she nearly instigated an international incident when she was an Army officer in South Korea, and several comedic situations during her three months in support of Exercise Team Spirit ’89.

Show Notes:

  • Laurel discusses an embarrassing and frightening incident in a public restroom in South Korea
  • She talks about her 3-month deployment to support a Team Spirit exercise in 1989
  • South Korean soldiers and their interaction with a female Army officer
  • South Korean tailors try to make clothing to fit
  • Laurel encourages audience to imagine being in a situation in which you are misunderstood
  • Introduce next topic: Visit with best-selling author Sherry Ficklin

Links:

Battle-Dressed Breasts story with photos (story first published in Not Your Mother’s Book…On Being a Woman

Not Your Mother’s Book . . . On Being a Woman (2013-07-29)

Laurel’s Amazon Author page

https://leadvillelaurel.com/writing-tips/

https://www.facebook.com/LeadvilleLaurel/

https://twitter.com/LeadvilleLaurel

Intro/outro voice by Nick McHargue,
Podcast music from Jamendo Royalty Free Music

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Alligator Preserves Episode 6: Interview with Stephanie R. Sorensen, Author

Author Stephanie R. Sorensen also paints…and sews! This is one of her Victorian creations.

“What’s a Toru?” I asked my guest Stephanie R. Sorensen, author of the highly acclaimed novel Toru: Wayfarer Returns (Sakura Steam Series) (Volume 1)

Listen to today’s episode–my very first Alligator Preserves interview–to discover the answer to my question and many more as we discuss the writing process, character development, author challenges and much more.

 

Show Notes:

  • Author Stephanie R. Sorensen talks about her novel Toru: Wayfarer Returns (Sakura Steam Series) (Volume 1)
  • Her earliest memory with books and telling a story to an audience
  • The importance of character transformation in stories
  • Writing challenges and prioritizing multiple obligations
  • Evolution of language and the media
  • Memorable characters in literature and a type she’s itching to develop
  • Opinions on indie-published books
  • Writing routine and advice for new writers and authors
  • What’s next?
  • Introduce next topic: How I almost created an international incident while in the Army

Links:

Novel Stephanie remembers with memorable, heart-gripping character:
Kristin Lavransdatter: (Penguin Classics Deluxe Edition)

5,000 Words Per Hour: Write Faster, Write Smarter (Volume 1)

Laurel’s Amazon Author page

https://leadvillelaurel.com/writing-tips/

https://www.facebook.com/LeadvilleLaurel/

https://twitter.com/LeadvilleLaurel

Intro/outro voice by Nick McHargue,
Podcast music from Jamendo Royalty Free Music

 

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I’m excited (frightened, anxious, and feeling lots of other emotions, but mostly happiness) about my new podcast Alligator Preserves and the launch of my Patreon Campaign to support it.

Once per week, I’ll publish an episode about writing and storytelling with tips and ideas for writers and storytellers! Interspersed with my solo episodes, I’ll host interviews with other authors and individuals with memorable stories as well.

Perhaps you have a memorable story to share?

Please consider becoming a patron of my podcast. Details about Patreon and the rewards you will receive are below, and thank you for allowing me to entertain you!

Laurel’s Patreon Campaign for the Alligator Preserves podcast!

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Alligator Preserves Episode 5: Words of Warning Signs

“Sign, sign, everywhere a sign…”

Who remembers the song by Five Man Electrical Band (1971)? I do, and in this episode of Alligator Preserves you’ll hear how some signs can be not only confusing, but downright embarrassing.

Laurel McHargue describes a time when misreading a sign led to a situation that left her feeling far from virtuous.

Show Notes:

Links:

https://www.amazon.com/Laurel-McHargue/e/B00INB9OO6

Dying of Embarrassment essay and photos

National Lampoon’s Christmas Vacation

YouTube link to Five Man Electrical Band song Signs

https://leadvillelaurel.com/writing-tips/

https://www.facebook.com/LeadvilleLaurel/

https://twitter.com/LeadvilleLaurel

Intro/outro voice by Nick McHargue,
Podcast music from Jamendo Royalty Free Music